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A FOREVER SACRIFICE

Father Teach me Your Love.........

There is much I wish to share with you, but for now this is one small portion of a burden from the Lord upon my heart. For a while now the Lord has been introducing me to a new fruit, this one fruit holds the very power to unleash all of the supernatural gifting that are within the Promises of God a direct link to the Miraculous, none of the others will work in their fullness without this major fruit, and that fruit is "LOVE", Gal 5:6 For in Jesus Christ neither circumcision availeth any thing, nor uncircumcision; but faith which worketh by love. And so, this is the Lesson the He is now teaching. It use to be so easy to go outside to pray as I was lead by Him for His people with my so-called love that I perceived to be of Him and perfect in itself by which I gave to them, neither did I know that the love that I was sowing was of a flesh and not of spirit, I felt refreshed in doing so not knowing it was vain Glory not His Glory. I felt that I had done my Fathers Will in their lives through sowing the Words of Life into all that He placed in my path, but this is what was happening, this love by which I sowed was of natural the way we are taught to love each other by our parents or the persons who raises us, I dont believe that I have to tell you that many of those so call lessons of Love taught by our beloved parents or whomever the Lord saw fit to raise you where in fact not His but ours. Each who by the way did their best in teaching us what they believed to be the right way to Love and to be loved by others. And to be loved by others. I am now finding out that this type of Love was in fact the wrong way and often times very distorted, one mans garbage is another mans wealth meaning some have sown in way that others say are wrong in their eyes nevertheless it was sown in natural flesh and taught by flesh (Gal 5:19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Gal 5:20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, Gal 5:21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.) This type of love produces a natural fruit that had no place by which to grow upright in the Kingdom it receives no Glory it is sown in stony ground and reaped in corruption of body, soul and spirit man. Sown in a natural ground and watered by Satan himself for it is of this world carnal and temporal Love it springs up quickly and is filled with much disappointments of what one is to be or have or know basic on that which was taught by the spirit of man and not the Spirit of God. All that its planted in as good seed and the vessel believes that upon receiving this so called love through giving of natural things, toys, games, this spirit lives strong through the vehicle of Christmas the idea of Christmas not the Christ in the Mass of the land, where we get caught up on the buying of stuff and charging up cards that we will be paying back for the whole of next year only to do it again and say I am stepping out in faith doing this or that so Lord bless me to be able to pay this or that back and when He does not we feel unloved, but it was never True Love in the first place it was carnal sown to carnal reaped in carnality of the flesh and yokes upon your backs for another year or years to come. It was the presents of it and not the fullness of His Presence in It. Sent with mixed emotions of True Love and False Truth as such as in the beginning it is so now also. Just stuff that will not last but is only for a time and season under the Sun. Its by this natural tear, a ripping in each of our lives as we are raised by the Adult's) and their believes that they were taught correctly by their Dad's Mom's or both that begins the false Love syndrome. One day the Lord sent me out and just as I was to come home after giving out what I thought was His Manna to His forgotten People He impressed upon me to go to a local pizza parlor and so I went upon His command thinking to myself, that's great! We are going to have pizza today yummy, as I was sitting in a pizza parlor, waiting on my pizza to bring home, the Lord said to me this is My Love for My people and now I am teaching you what I have in My heart for them, I just sat there waiting to see what would happen and all of a sudden a young girl came into the store, she is a local here and homeless, her face looks beaten and torn from the endless nights of looking for Love in all the wrong places. When I first met her I found her to be very attractive and pleasing to the eye, now when I seen her as she approached me with a smile on her face I noticed missing teeth, dark color skin and circles around her eyes, and as she drew closer to me the weight of the lessons in Love that He spoke about hit me hard as if someone had thrown a brick at me and I did not see it coming my way it was impossible to move into another position by which I could avoid this lesson that I did not want to learn at that current time, but we all know How God works Amen, it always when you not ready as a matter of fact if He waited on us to be or get ready this move and the coming of the Lord Jesus would have not happened as of yet. So off guard and in unknown waters it started as she drew closer and closer to where I was sitting never taking her eyes off me I knew the Lord had sent her my way. She approached and I wondered what would the Lord have for me to say unto her this time that I have not already spoken yet with my natural eyes she appeared to have more cuts and brokenness in her then the prior time of my meeting her as many of those who I minister to here in Newark do, I said to the Lord, why do you keep showing me this pain, why Lord you give me know power to move this mountain, yes I have spoke to it, but it still stands and the very clay that You created to be free are still trapped in these mountains of stone held captive even after you sent me to pray for them, Lord I grow weary in this well doing by which you have charged me with, How can I feed a multitude of such people with nothing but Words of Promise that you have placed in my heart?

Even you addressed their needs by feeding them in the natural with fish and bread before you gave them rest in the Words of Life in ministering to their spirit man. How can I do this Lord I have nothing and you know what I have, I know nothing accept that you are Lord and Savior, I have noting to give them but that which I have I have given freely. He said to me yes, you have given, but not in Love, and how could you give that which you have not know? This Love is not learned through or by the experience of someone of the natural giving to you, but this Love is of Spirit and it can only be give through Me and I giveth it unto you. And so, the young woman who's street name is Peewee, due to the small frame she carries, came to me and said as always to me......Hi Ma........how are u, then out of the blue she bent over and laid her cheek upon my face and hugged me not having a clue what was already happening to me in the opening of my heart to "Love" of the supernatural God's complete Love for her and all that where around me. I felt so much Love surround us, mixed with her pains of turmoil, and kairos as she held me, I started to cry with tears of pain for her out of my belly I cried for peace for her and others around me. I felt all of her disappointments, hurts her failures, her thoughts of what people around her thought of her how they had formed an option of her life's work and her present state. I reached in my pocket and gave her some money and told her this came from Jesus and although I know what she was going to do with it, that I was instructed to give it to her anyway, that it was not my business what she did with it but it was a seed sown in her for His Glory the rest was between her and Him, that when she shot up or smoked that blunt He would be standing right by her watching her and seeing her destroy herself with money that He gave to her with sadness in his heart and a ripping in His broken love for her. She looked at me and said Ma, I aint going to do that, but we know she did, and He allow me to see her do it not long after I had sown the seed to her in faith. As I sat there it seem like hours on end like time was standing still just for me and those unknowably involved in The Master's Plan of show what Love truly is. One after another they came in and all of them spake to me because of the Presence of God's Glory even thought they hear of Him and knew Him not the Glory made room for the Work being done in each of them. I did not have any, and it troubled me that the Lord would place such a heavy burden on my heart and then step to the side to see what the troubled waters in me would do or how would I respond to the heathen's rages while standing in new waters. I was perplexed in my heart and with tears in my eyes had noting to give to them to feed their flesh knowing that without addressing the issues of their life in the natural I would not gain access to the spirit part that I needed to tap into through gaining their trust this door in them is well guarded by the spirits of this world doubt, trouble, despair and greed to name a few with one mission in mind, to get all that I can to meet the needs of my flesh to quite this storm for a while so I can rest from my works. I said to the Lord, Lord remove this thing from me it is to hard to bear, He said no daughter Learn the Lesson of Love I have for my People in doing so, I will pour out My spirit upon you that you will be able to open every alabaster box that you encounter. You see each of us carries an Alabaster box, but not all of the boxes have the same ingredients in them, some have sweet saviors, while others have bitter, some have spices of peace, joy and hope, others have despair, hate, lost, it was and is God's desire for our boxes of Alabaster to overtake the Alabaster of discord in this world to push out all of the forsaken thoughts (Gal 5:19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Gal 5:20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, Gal 5:21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.) and replace with Love, (Gal 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Gal 5:23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. Gal 5:24 And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. Gal 5:25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. Gal 5:26 Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another. Gal 6:1 Brethren, if a man be overtaken in a fault, ye which are spiritual, restore such an one in the spirit of meekness; considering thyself, lest thou also be tempted.) The Word of God allows us to know that there are two types of Alabaster boxes one filled with True sacrificing Love and the other filled with Deception and deceit. The one that Mary held in Luke 7:37- as she anointed Jesus with her Love in giving Him her only treasure the only thing that she possessed from doing all of the things in the pass that He had washed her clean from, and then their is the Alabaster box of Judas, Mat 26:14-16, his box was filled with want, desire of self, self edification, to be noticed of men around him a someone special and important his box was filled with iniquity and anger where he felt betrayed by Jesus to put a woman before him and that He defended her openly to all that which was spoken in secret to many by Judas the same box many of us carry around with us everyday His Saints.

The Alabaster box that the Lord desires us to hold is full of joy, peace, love, hope, patience, temperance, longsuffering a freshness of water a washing from the inside out a breaking out of a present condition into a healthy future. I did not desire to know this lesson of Love at the present, but I had inquired afore to the lord in saying to Him, Lord teach me how to Love the unlovable touch the untouchable and reach the unreachable without causing them any reproach, I did not have a clue that within weeks He would start this lesson. Its been at least 8 months now and I have not obtained all of the Promises of this lessons, it seems to grow with each passing day, and with it comes much pain and sorrow of heart (Eccl 1:18 For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow). Its getting so hard for me to just go out side now, I feel the pain and the wondering of the people who have no where to lay their heads from the labors of their flesh, as I drive thru the streets of Newark, NJ I am reminded that this is just a small portion of the much need work that must be done to prepare for the Lords return to receive His Bride the Lord says to me, look there, and I see pain, or look over there in that alley, and I see pain, a man sitting on a piece of wood sleep in the morning tired from his works of the day before, a woman selling her body with her children standing in line with her for food, men beating woman and woman cursing out children and children caring guns, babies having babies, cursing the very thing that God called blessed, He said the fruit of your womb is blessed woman, (Luke 1:42 And she spake out with a loud voice, and said, Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb.) yet she was cursing the day that the child was born hating with a hate that is naturally linked to this world. Then as I passed a large church building which by the way was closed, you could tell it was well maintained by the grounds on the out side and the building as it set up on high above the very people whom it was supposed to minister to on the inside they now surround the outside and the Spirit of Religion stands at its Gates keeping them out and off the property set aside from. It is set high that they may not obtain the Promises of God nor the help from those within it for they have become whited walls with reprobated minds of what they think is God Truth about Love (Acts 23:3 Then said Paul unto him, God shall smite thee, thou whited wall: for sittest thou to judge me after the law, and commandest me to be smitten contrary to the law?) I said Lord remove this, I can not bear this pain, I labor for these people and have nothing to give but a Promise, and they are weak and wounded by many that have rape them of hope, and joy and love those who came before me with your name on their lips but deceit in there hearts and it caused the waters to be abated from the very vessels you are now sending me to. What can I say to such a hurt and wounded people and if I have not the fullness of power through Love, to revive the stones after being smote for so long how can I Lord, what can I do, and so with more pain it increases each day, the Lord said to me, many are called but few are chosen, meaning in this measure, that He called me to feel what He was feeling and to know that to be choose is with great honor when He presses upon you even thought it does not feel that way, I wanted to run and still want to get away from His hand in this matter, but where can one go when the Lord is dealing with you for Kingdom purposes? David spoke inspired by the HolyGhost, no matter where I go, you are there, (Psa 139:2 Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off. Psa 139:3 Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways. Psa 139:4 For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether. Psa 139:5 Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me. Psa 139:6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it. Psa 139:7 Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? Psa 139:8 If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. Psa 139:9 If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Psa 139:10 Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me. Psa 139:11 If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about me. Psa 139:12 Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to thee. Psa 139:13 For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother's womb. Psa 139:14 I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well. Psa 139:15 My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Psa 139:16 Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them.) In all of this God is speaking to us that the most excellent way is His Perfect love this is what we are to use a the tool to gain access to that door in which holds all of the many gifts of Him in His Throne Room Perfect Love, Love does not speak ill of one another, Love does not setup a fellow brother or sister, Love does not Lie when on trial, Love does not run to make itself safe when others are in danger of dyeing, God Love stands and speaks the Truth and it goes beyond all boundaries, All detonations, All Isams and Schisms but It gently and softly pick up the dirty torn rag, and holds it and say to it, What a Wonderful Miracle you are, Love always sees itself in whatever it holds near, Lord goes out of its way to make you know that its there. Love that cant be brought, but given to us a gifts of the Spirit through a Father that Love us so much that He gave His only Son to bear pain on a wooden cross for a World that could not possess the multitude and the dept of such a Love, Love says, when its hurt, I understand and really understand without judgment on its part, Love is pure and white as snow and when you jump in it covers your crimson bloody sins that you have carried, instead of running from God, I have decided to allow Him to cover me with His Wings of Love and smell the sweet fragrance of His Breath upon my face, He is my beloved and I seek Him now, have you seen my beloved, if you see him tell him I search for Him in the Streets and that I love Him dearly even unto death. Solomon knew this great Love because it comes a time when the Lord will play hide and seek with you to see if you will seek hard after Him as He sought after you. (Song 1:2 Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth: for thy love is better than wine.

Song 1:3 Because of the savour of thy good ointments thy name is as ointment poured forth, therefore do the virgins love thee. Song 1:4 Draw me, we will run after thee: the king hath brought me into his chambers: we will be glad and rejoice in thee, we will remember thy love more than wine: the upright love thee. Song 1:5 I am black, but comely, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, as the tents of Kedar, as the curtains of Solomon. Song 1:6 Look not upon me, because I am black, because the sun hath looked upon me: my mother's children were angry with me; they made me the keeper of the vineyards; but mine own vineyard have I not kept. Song 1:7 Tell me, O thou whom my soul loveth, where thou feedest, where thou makest thy flock to rest at noon: for why should I be as one that turneth aside by the flocks of thy companions? Song 1:8 If thou know not, O thou fairest among women, go thy way forth by the footsteps of the flock, and feed thy kids beside the shepherds' tents. Song 1:9 I have compared thee, O my love, to a company of horses in Pharaoh's chariots. Song 1:10 Thy cheeks are comely with rows of jewels, thy neck with chains of gold. Song 1:11 We will make thee borders of gold with studs of silver. Song 1:12 While the king sitteth at his table, my spikenard sendeth forth the smell thereof. Song 1:13 A bundle of myrrh is my well beloved unto me; he shall lie all night betwixt my breasts. Song 1:14 My beloved is unto me as a cluster of camphire in the vineyards of Engedi. Song 1:15 Behold, thou art fair, my love; behold, thou art fair; thou hast doves' eyes. Song 1:16 Behold, thou art fair, my beloved, yea, pleasant: also our bed is green. Song 1:17 The beams of our house are cedar, and our rafters of fir. Song 2:1 I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys. Song 2:2 As the lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters. Song 2:3 As the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste. Song 2:4 He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love. Song 2:5 Stay me with flagons, comfort me with apples: for I am sick of love. Song 2:6 His left hand is under my head, and his right hand doth embrace me. Song 2:7 I charge you, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes, and by the hinds of the field, that ye stir not up, nor awake my love, till he please. Song 2:8 The voice of my beloved! behold, he cometh leaping upon the mountains, skipping upon the hills. Song 2:9 My beloved is like a roe or a young hart: behold, he standeth behind our wall, he looketh forth at the windows, showing himself through the lattice. Song 2:10 My beloved spake, and said unto me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. Song 2:11 For, lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone; Song 2:12 The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is heard in our land; Song 2:13 The fig tree putteth forth her green figs, and the vines with the tender grape give a good smell. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. Song 2:14 O my dove, that art in the clefts of the rock, in the secret places of the stairs, let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is comely. Song 2:15 Take us the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines: for our vines have tender grapes. Song 2:16 My beloved is mine, and I am his: he feedeth among the lilies. Song 2:17 Until the day break, and the shadows flee away, turn, my beloved, and be thou like a roe or a young hart upon the mountains of Bether. Song 3:1 By night on my bed I sought him whom my soul loveth: I sought him, but I found him not. Song 3:2 I will rise now, and go about the city in the streets, and in the broad ways I will seek him whom my soul loveth: I sought him, but I found him not. Song 3:3 The watchmen that go about the city found me: to whom I said, Saw ye him whom my soul loveth? Song 3:4 It was but a little that I passed from them, but I found him whom my soul loveth: I held him, and would not let him go, until I had brought him into my mother's house, and into the chamber of her that conceived me. Song 3:5 I charge you, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes, and by the hinds of the field, that ye stir not up, nor awake my love, till he please. Song 3:6 Who is this that cometh out of the wilderness like pillars of smoke, perfumed with myrrh and frankincense, with all powders of the merchant? Song 3:7 Behold his bed, which is Solomon's; threescore valiant men are about it, of the valiant of Israel. Song 3:8 They all hold swords, being expert in war: every man hath his sword upon his thigh because of fear in the night. Song 3:9 King Solomon made himself a chariot of the wood of Lebanon. Song 3:10 He made the pillars thereof of silver, the bottom thereof of gold, the covering of it of purple, the midst thereof being paved with love, for the daughters of Jerusalem. Song 3:11 Go forth, O ye daughters of Zion, and behold king Solomon with the crown wherewith his mother crowned him in the day of his espousals, and in the day of the gladness of his heart. Song 4:1 Behold, thou art fair, my love; behold, thou art fair; thou hast doves' eyes within thy locks: thy hair is as a flock of goats, that appear from mount Gilead. Song 4:2 Thy teeth are like a flock of sheep that are even shorn, which came up from the washing; whereof every one bear twins, and none is barren among them. Song 4:3 Thy lips are like a thread of scarlet, and thy speech is comely: thy temples are like a piece of a pomegranate within thy locks.

Song 4:4 Thy neck is like the tower of David builded for an armoury, whereon there hang a thousand bucklers, all shields of mighty men. Song 4:5 Thy two breasts are like two young roes that are twins, which feed among the lilies. Song 4:6 Until the day break, and the shadows flee away, I will get me to the mountain of myrrh, and to the hill of frankincense. Song 4:7 Thou art all fair, my love; there is no spot in thee. Song 4:8 Come with me from Lebanon, my spouse, with me from Lebanon: look from the top of Amana, from the top of Shenir and Hermon, from the lions' dens, from the mountains of the leopards. Song 4:9 Thou hast ravished my heart, my sister, my spouse; thou hast ravished my heart with one of thine eyes, with one chain of thy neck. Song 4:10 How fair is thy love, my sister, my spouse! How much better is thy love than wine! And the smell of thine ointments than all spices! Song 4:11 Thy lips, O my spouse, drop as the honeycomb: honey and milk are under thy tongue; and the smell of thy garments is like the smell of Lebanon. Song 4:12 A garden enclosed is my sister, my spouse; a spring shut up, a fountain sealed. Song 4:13 Thy plants are an orchard of pomegranates, with pleasant fruits; camphire, with spikenard, Song 4:14 Spikenard and saffron; calamus and cinnamon, with all trees of frankincense; myrrh and aloes, with all the chief spices: Song 4:15 A fountain of gardens, a well of living waters, and streams from Lebanon. Song 4:16 Awake, O north wind; and come, thou south; blow upon my garden, that the spices thereof may flow out. Let my beloved come into his garden, and eat his pleasant fruits. Song 5:1 I am come into my garden, my sister, my spouse: I have gathered my myrrh with my spice; I have eaten my honeycomb with my honey; I have drunk my wine with my milk: eat, O friends; drink, yea, drink abundantly, O beloved. Song 5:2 I sleep, but my heart waketh: it is the voice of my beloved that knocketh, saying, Open to me, my sister, my love, my dove, my undefiled: for my head is filled with dew, and my locks with the drops of the night. Song 5:3 I have put off my coat; how shall I put it on? I have washed my feet; how shall I defile them? Song 5:4 My beloved put in his hand by the hole of the door, and my bowels were moved for him. Song 5:5 I rose up to open to my beloved; and my hands dropped with myrrh, and my fingers with sweet smelling myrrh, upon the handles of the lock. Song 5:6 I opened to my beloved; but my beloved had withdrawn himself, and was gone: my soul failed when he spake: I sought him, but I could not find him; I called him, but he gave me no answer. Song 5:7 The watchmen that went about the city found me, they smote me, they wounded me; the keepers of the walls took away my veil from me. Song 5:8 I charge you, O daughters of Jerusalem, if ye find my beloved, that ye tell him, that I am sick of love. Song 5:9 What is thy beloved more than another beloved, O thou fairest among women? What is thy beloved more than another beloved, that thou dost so charge us? Song 5:10 My beloved is white and ruddy, the chiefest among ten thousand. Song 5:11 His head is as the most fine gold, his locks are bushy, and black as a raven. Song 5:12 His eyes are as the eyes of doves by the rivers of waters, washed with milk, and fitly set. Song 5:13 His cheeks are as a bed of spices, as sweet flowers: his lips like lilies, dropping sweet smelling myrrh. Song 5:14 His hands are as gold rings set with the beryl: his belly is as bright ivory overlaid with sapphires. Song 5:15 His legs are as pillars of marble, set upon sockets of fine gold: his countenance is as Lebanon, excellent as the cedars. Song 5:16 His mouth is most sweet: yea, he is altogether lovely. This is my beloved, and this is my friend, O daughters of Jerusalem. Song 6:1 Whither is thy beloved gone, O thou fairest among women? Whither is thy beloved turned aside? That we may seek him with thee. Song 6:2 My beloved is gone down into his garden, to the beds of spices, to feed in the gardens, and to gather lilies. Song 6:3 I am my beloved's, and my beloved is mine: he feedeth among the lilies. If you see my Beloved please tell Him that His daughter Carol is seeking His embrace and to know more of His Love.

I love you all Be blessed by Him and His LOVE

C.A.B. Deliverance Ministries Inc.
~Apostle Brooks~



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