REVELATION OF THE RESURRECTION

For Thus Sayest The Lord

On February 16, 2001, my son who is 5 years old became very sick he began to vomit accompanied by a high fever as well. I gave him medicine that had worked in the pass to correct the sickness as well as administered healing through ISA 53:5, believing that Jesus would once again heal him without us having to go to the hospital. You see we do not have health insurance and I have not worked in the natural world since 1995 when Jesus said to me quite your job for man and come work for Me so and I did. We are solely dependent on God for everything from the smallest to the largest necessity that is needed that He may be glorified. I have not paid rent since 1995, my current balance due to property owner is well over $20,000, yet we still have a place to stay and peace in the valley. The Lord sent a car to me paid for in full and insured by the person who He sent to be a blessing so I have transportation He supplies the Moines to pay for the car insurance and has been for the last 7 years. We do not receive any Moines from any government agencies we are solely dependent on Jesus for everything and I mean everything. Last year my son was admitted to hospital for this same demonic attack the bill for that stay is a whopping $10,500 plus but Jesus eased it. We also had a bill for $3,500 for a one day stay in hospital this too has passed. I am writing to those who God has turned your financial worlds up side down just like He did mine.

When I was in the natural world serving Jesus I believed that I was doing His will but I found out that I was not, you see, I went to Church and served, I offered my Tithes/Offerings and Gifts of Love I served as Usher, Exalter, Evangelist and Prophet doing all that I thought was required of me but it was not what Jesus wanted at all. I left my job and the money got tight, so I went back to work and the Lord blessed with a brand new car, I was so happy but little did I know that it was not what He wanted to do. I was saying whenever I received a blessing that He was doing it but I was getting paid a very handsome salary, and with that salary I was able to keep all the things that I said He had given me one by one I lost them I watch the car company come and repossess my car. It was a $27,000 dollar car which I had paid down to $12,000, I watched the repo man take my car away. I lost my job for no reason, but Jesus wanted to show me that I was doing all of this not Him and saying that He was blessing me but it was me blessing me not Him. So you must understand that some of you are going through the same thing, Jesus wants to be that provider, healer and protector that you have been talking about for so long yet you have been the provider the healer the protector while giving Him credit for it. The Lord said to me many of my children are experiencing Financial dept., and they need to know why.

They need to know that I Am the Lord Thy God, I AM the one who shall provide all their needs not their wants and I don't need your help doing it! My beloved understand that in every trial and test that you go through I have given My permission to the enemy to test you that I may anoint you with a new anointing. Many of you go to My Sanctuary to be blessed by My Ministers with oil for the sole propose of receiving a healing in your body some of you each time My doors are open go into the pray line on a regular basis each time I call for you to be healed you stand up to get touched by the Minister so to come out of what ever you are hurting from I want you to see this thing in a different light. Now Behold the Salvation of the Lord. On Sunday, February 17, 2001, the Lord said to me as I prepared to bring forth the Word of God in service to anoint my sons Japan's feet with oil and so I did, He said anoint his head as well and so I did. After I did this my child went to sleep and I sat down and watch him rest his little body shaking from the trauma of vomiting so much that his heart was beating a mile a minute while I refused to let go of the Word of God for his healing. In that moment Jesus said to me, daughter do you understand what is going on and I said yes Lord my child is being attacked for righteousness sake. He said no let me show you in this case why this is happening. KJV Turn with me to: John 12:3-8 Then took Mary a pound of ointment of spikenard, very costly, anointed the feet of Jesus, and wiped his feet with her hair: and the house was filled with the odor of the ointment. Vs3. Then said one of his disciples, Judas Iscariot, Simon's son, which should betray him, Vs5. Why was not this ointment sold for three hundred pence, and given to the poor? Vs6. This he said, not that he cared for the poor; but because he was a thief, and had the bag, and bare what was put therein. Vs7. Then said Jesus, Let her alone against the day of my burying hath she kept this. Vs8. For the poor always ye have with you, but me ye have not always.

You see you always are anointed before you go through a trial death and resurrection period just like Jesus did, Mary anointed Him to go through what was already preordained by the Father in Mat 1:1. All around me was people telling me take him to the hospital, you should do this or that but Jesus would not let me go to the hospital with Jawan, instead He said look at what I did, when Mary anointed Me My disciple Judas was angry he though of what he could do with the money from the oil he did not see the whole picture, as it was with him none of My children see the whole picture only the temporary frame by which they live in present. Daughter see the whole picture, she anointed Me to go through to My burial but I still had to go through. Each time you are anointed with oil by one of My servants you are being anointed to go through not to stop it. It was intended to strengthen you not to pardon you from that which I called to be. Daughter it was a time even in Me where I was afraid to continue in this thing, remember when I was in the garden of Gethsemane John 12:27, I was afraid just like you are I was afraid of what was going to happen. I said, Now is My soul troubled; and what shall I say? Father, save Me from this hour: but for this cause came I unto this hour. This was the reason for My birth to take back what was lost through the 1st Adam who fell and did his will not My Father's Will, this was My cup and no one else could drink from it only I had been prepared for this drink and offering to do what was required of Me to do.

How many times have I assigned something to My children, and they have passed their cup to someone else, as a result My other child who was not assigned to do this work was hurt or wounded by it. It was not prepared for the other child it was prepared for you and you where anointed to carry it through. Peter also went thru the same trial he believed that he could protect Me by taking My place so, he offered his services as well he though that he could drink My cup but his faith was not yet proven in him yet his flesh said "oh yes I can" so he was tested in the garden because he step out with his flesh and not his faith. We try to pray off what God has established we cannot nor can we drink someone else's cup. John 18:10-11 Vs10. Then Simon Peter having a sword drew it, smote the high priest's servants, and cut off his right ear. The servant's name was Malchus. In this Peter showed Me that if he was still fighting in the flesh he was not ready to do warfare in the spirit and needed more time to grow, however it also showed him that he was not ready as well to drink the cup of My anointing that I was given by My Father. Vs 11. Then said Jesus unto Peter, Put up thy sword into the sheath; the cup which My Father hath given Me, shall I not drink it? In Mat 20:23, I tell you why you are not able to drink from My cup yet, stop trying to pass your cup to someone else drink it yourself! Yes, it will be hard yes it will hurt, don't you understand that I too was afraid I told My disciples to pray while I sought My Father to ask if this cup would be removed from Me I came out of the garden three (3) times to see if they were praying for Me and they were sleep, WHY? Because I was afraid yet I went through that which was assigned to Me, so go through that which I have assigned to you and be not afraid for I am with you.

May God continue to bless you and keep you in His presence.

~Apostle Brooks~